Today, on the way to my eye check-up at shaw tower, the song a change by flipside played randomly in my nano. The chorus part nearly made me cried.

“Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
Baby don’t cry
Things are bout to change
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history
And all the hurt and the tears
Will be just history
And all the doubts and the stress
Will be just history”

I know things would never change. It has been more than a decade already. If things would change, it would years ago. All these lies about things will change is all fake. I have been thinking about stuff these few days, unblocking my memories. Memories that I have blocked off from my mind have started coming back to me. Many would say but that’s in the past but I know all these will never be history as it will never be gone. I only wish study hard now and get away from this place and never return. I just wish to get away from everything.

Enough of sad stuff.

After my eye checkup, I went to bobbi-brown to get my eyebrows trim. This is my first time trimming my brows. At the beginning, the lady went it would be painful. I was like ok. When she starting plucking the top of my right brows, I was thinking this is considered painful. Then when she started to pluck my lower right brows, I was thinking yes, it is quite painful. The top left brows is as painful as the lower right brows. When she started plucking my lower left brows, my mind was screaming pain. I could even feel the tears in my left eye.

After 20 minutes, I had perfect brows.=). Then I left bobbi brown and headed to novena and I bought my addias high cut shoes.=)). I am going to wear them tomorrow.=)).

That’s all for now.

With hugs and kisses
Nicole