Wednesday, October 28, 2009 10:14 PM

This is the second week of school. Since school started, I have not left the school before six. I would usually reach home at like 7 or 8pm. It felt great to be leaving school at 5pm today.=). I was so tired that I fell asleep on the bus and missed my stop. However, there is no break. Deadline are nearing, thus I will update with this one post before I return back to doing my project.

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When aiping and gang were busy at level 7 preparing for their competition, the rest of us were not slacking. We were at ourspace discussing about acts of love project. Out of the blue, aiping invited szehui for webcam and thus, we could see what the other group was doing. After some time, our group became bored with seeing people, mainly lynette, posing in front of the webcam even for the slightest thing, such as eating a chip, thus we cancelled the webcam session with them. After we cancelled the webcam session with them, we began taking pictures with szehui darn cool lappy. It has tons of effects and with close to 50 pictures, you could tell how much fun we had. Actually, only szehui and I took pictures with practically all the effects. Haha. And of course, I will not post all the pictures up. We played with the distortion effects a lot, thus, our faces were seriously distorted. But, it was hilarious. =). Enjoy.=)
Bubble head.=)
I have thunder legs, small chin and a huge head. But I think this picture is cute. =)
I don’t mind taking pictures with szehui’s lappy again.=). Anyway, that is all for the moment. It is time to return to my project.

With hugs and kisses
P.Nicole


Monday, October 26, 2009 10:28 PM

"My thought, whose murder yet is but fantastical,
Shakes so my single state of man
That function is smothered in surmise,
And nothing is but what is not."
- William Shakespeare
But i still dont really get the true meaning. i know its about uncertainty. but i cant grasp the full meaning. everyone want to explain it to me?
thanks.=).


Sunday, October 25, 2009 1:00 AM

Some pictures from the past
And why did I suddenly post all these photos? If you think that this is going to be a post, whereby I start to reminisce about my past, you are so wrong!
I am posting all these pictures to motivate myself to start exercising and to start losing weight.

Anyway, hope you all enjoy the photos. =). To my friends featured above, I know y’all miss me massively. =).

With hugs and kisses
Nicole



Friday, October 23, 2009 8:08 PM

9 October 2009
Hall of Fame Judging

The judging took place at grand copthorn hotel. we had to reach there at like 7am. super early! plus we helped out on the 8th of oct. i was in charge of the IT side. showing the videos and all. its was messy for me at 1st but i got the hang of it. i was in the same panel as crystal and olivia. they had to like stand the whole time and give out the materials. i think i have a easy job. but they think mine is stressful.
the helpers

the teabreak provided was delicious!! lunch was nice too. i was like full to the maximum after eating so much.

I felt that just by helping out, I have learnt a fair bit. I got to see all the different media entries, the way judges see stuff and how the process is about. I also learnt that it is important to do a good piece of work and stick to the rules. In addition, like what I mentioned earlier, I think the person in charge of the laptop has the best job. I got to sit there, drink water, and the best part, I got to see everyone from where I am sitting. I really enjoyed myself.

Thats all for now

With hugs and kisses
Nicole


4:25 PM

'Tis not by wishing that we gain the prize,
Nor yet by ruing,
But from our falling, learning how to rise,
And tireless doing.

The idols broken, nor our tears and sighs,
May yet restore them.
Regret is only for fools; the wise
Look but before them.

Nor ever yet Success was wooed with tears;
To notes of gladness
Alone the fickle goddess turns her ears,
She hears not sadness.

The heart thrives not in the dull rain and mist
Of gloomy pining.
The sweetest flowers are the flowers sun-kissed,
Where glad light's shining.

Look not behind thee; there is only dust
And vain regretting.
The lost tide ebbs; in the next flood thou must
Learn, by forgetting.

For the lost chances be ye not distressed
To endless weeping;
Be not the thrush that o'er the empty nest
Is vigil keeping.

But in new efforts our regrets to-day
To stillness whiling,
Let us in some pure purpose find the way
To future smiling.
by James W. Foley


Life is not about wasting my time in regrets of the past, but picking myself up and moving on.


4:22 PM

090909. He passed away like one month and 2 weeks ago.

I thought I have come to terms with gonggong leaving but I realise I was wrong. Since I came back from Shanghai, I have been crying frequently. However, for the past week, it has stopped. Thus, I thought I am alright and even if gonggong was mentioned, I would not be as sad as before already. But I realise I was wrong after reading ampa's post just now. After reading her post, I nearly cried but I hold it back as I don’t wish to cry in front of my classmates. Somehow, ampa and I has the same feelings. I have hardly talked about my grandfather to anyone since his wake. The past few weeks, I have been thinking about many stuff unnecessarily, like what ampa has been doing. The feeling is worse what I mention about my grandfather.

When I was at home in the holidays, the feeling was worse. I would sit at his table to eat my lunch and watch tv whenever I could. It feels weird being alone in the room, having his photos staring at me. I remember, before he died, he stayed in the hospital for like 1 week. And for that week, I did not visit him as I was way busy with project and I talk he would be out of the hospital soon. I regret not spending time with him. When I visit him, it was already the day he went away. I was glad I decided to visit him before I went to orchard or else, I would not even be able to see him for the last time.

Before my next class, when I was standing there alone, somehow, I thought of my grandfather again. Somehow, I could not hold my tears in anymore and went into the toilet to cry. I really miss him a lot. On the bus, the scene of him on the hospital bed before they cover his face with the cloth kept flashing in my mind. Thinking about, I have not been a very good granddaughter and I regret not being able to accompany him more often before he left.

公公,我想你。 不要担心我,我答应你,我会好好过的。


Thursday, October 22, 2009 8:36 PM

16 October 2009
Stacey birthday lunch and post-gathering bbq

met up with stacey and went to far east square to eat.=).
we met up with wilson then we roam about to decide where to eat.
tourist shots.=)
went to mont calgone to eat.
stacey
me and wilson
the food was nice.=)
i like the pizza. but i was rather full after the side dishes. haha.
wilson's pasta
Overall, the food is nice. 4/5. plus as it is during the afternoon, there are not much people in the restaurant so we had like the whole place to ourselves. nice place to chill at.
Overall is a 4/5.

after that, we went to Fuk Tai Chi museum
the sky
me and stacey
a group shot before i leave.
after that, i took the mrt down to clementi. met up with olivia, faith and crystal at the bus-stop. i went to change and off we are to kismis for the bbq.
olivia and i at the playground
4 of us
the night slowly came and we began to toast marshmallows.
and then faith accidentally set her marshmallows on fire. and then we all thought it was cool so we began setting our marshmallows up on fire.
marshmallows on fire
faith fire was gone and she was like trying to steal mine.
now only faith's marshmallow has fire.
the aftermath. and we began tricking people that it is Oreo.
and then, the rest went off to play games. only faith and i refuse to play. as quoted from faith:"we are anti-social" we began like trying to hide from everyone's sight, saying we are bbqing and all. but we did do useful stuff. we bbq and exercise. the exercise part was a riot. haha.
then haohong was bored so she came over and find us.=).
and then faith go. "can you take a picture of me working?" it is confirm an act. like totally.
when we first saw the potato roll, faith and i was like eeee. what is this. but then we just bbq it. and who knows? the weird potato roll that was not that bad after all. =). but i was like omg faith when she was bbq. she apply like so many THICK layers of butter. there was like 3/4 of the butter left so she was like we cant waste butter plus we are not the one eating it. seriously faith. haha.
and after that, marcus dropped us off at toa payoh and i went home after that.=).
that's all for now

With hugs and kisses
Nicole






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